Loneliness, Hurt, Conflict... || Acharya Prashant, with youth (2015)

Question: Why is it that I always want to remain busy? Till the time I am busy, I think that the life is normal. But as soon as I find free time of some fifteen-twenty days, I feel that I am in prison. Why does this happen?
Speaker: You sense it in those fifteen twenty days but it is happening all the time. It is just that the fact of your loneliness or restlessness remains hidden beneath your preoccupations. You tell yourself, “I am so busy that I cannot allow myself to be lonely.” But that loneliness is always there. It does not suddenly emerge during the vacations. One is lonely all the time. And it is relatable to the blank that we discussed when we initiated the session today. What is that blank?
Listener 1: “I am… blank.”
Speaker: That blank is the loneliness. And you fill this blank with stuff like books, with movies, with friends, with many things.
(Silence)

