Question: Dear Sir, a few questions:
Answer: What you are experiencing is love.
It is a demand of the integration of love to want to know all and everything about the beloved, to reach out and embrace in all manners possible.
To fall in love with Jiddu Krishnamurti- that is a privilege, a blessing.
You very well know Krishnamurti is playing a trick when he is talking of gurus, and you also know that he denies gurudom because he loves you. It is out of his concern and empathy that he does not want you to fall in the traps of some charlatan. This is not very different from motherly concern. Though I know he would furiously deny it 🙂
